Wednesday, August 16, 2006
was blog hopping just and read many of my friends' blogs.
i found javier's post a really meaningful one; because he mentioned:
Its ok not to be ok.
What a statement.
Simple but not made simpler.
How often it is for us to be strong, to show strength, to be tough for fear of being judged.
i did realise sometimes we do like t act strong but deep down inside we're insecure and in need of care and concern from others too.
but it is okay t sometimes break down and let others console you instead of just bottling everything inside our hearts and feel really uncomfortable.
and then when i read yuyuan's blog; i felt a pang of sadness.
when had my dear friend became so unsure of himself?
i always thought of yuyuan as a very strong person; one who we could always depend on.
he would lend us his broad shoulders and always be there for us.
i know he is weak now.
but i also believe that he can overcome his devilish self in him.
we had all learnt t trust; love and care for each other.
why not put them t use now?
why always wait until you've lost the perosn then you aprreciate him/her?
yuyuan had been a really great friend.
HELLO YUYUAN!
you know i'll always be here for you.
i've said this i think like 57839060432 times.
though i dont have my phone; but you can always mail me.
i know there are insecurities in you now.
but i firmly believe that you can overcome them.
okay?
i really care for you and i hope you can tide over this crisis.
and then t my beloved brother who has written his last post;
thanks for all the love and care.
though we've only knew each other for about a year, it seems like 4579836859 years.
we seem like brother and sister that we've never known.
i will always remember your words and what you've told me.
yy you've been a great brother, mentor and friend.
i know that no matter what happens we'll always be there for each other.
thanks alot for the past year and i know there'll be plenty of years t come.
okay so nowi;ve got t take my leave.
i have t complete 40 pages of my dnt folio of which i have only done 11.
WHOA.
in a week i have t hand it in.
gotta run.
much love;
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